you’ll know where to find me

I’ll be the one studying the shapes of the stones that line the dirt at the side of the road

I’ll be frowning

I’ll have a warm sweater to combat the chill coming from inside

shreds of sodden tissue spilling from the stretched out pockets

you know what I’ll be seeking

I’ll be desperately trying to regain meaning

lost without my shadow friend

going through the motions

leaden arms, sightless eyes, frozen heart

you won’t be able to see me

I have become invisible

trying to find myself

misplaced trust betrayed, rejected, faith destroyed

suspended in time unloved, unfeeling, unmissed